Love Poems

What is this feeling, I wish I could explain..
I feel happiness as well as a lot of pain…
This is weird, something I can’t explain..
I feel like I should cry or just laugh in vein..

The things are not the same, not the way they used to be..
I feel a lot different, difference that everyone could see…
I think i know what this is, something i do not want to accept..
Something i felt long time a go, Something I still regret…

There is a story, a story that I wanna share..
The story that just happened, I had no time to prepare…
Two stories stated together, all of a sudden I mean..
It all created a mess, a mess that I need to clean… 

All evil started with the same thing, the think not to define..
It started with a creative edge, it felt like a sunshine…
The mess started later, made my feelings dicey..
Head says one, the heart says two, the deal is gonna be pricey..

It is still the beginning, the beginning of a new chapter..
The balance is still to be made, do not want to be the early adapter…
I hope the history remains history, it does not repeat itself..
I hope for happy ending, unlike crap already on my life’s bookshelf…

I wish I could peak, peak in the future of my stories..
I wish one of them stays, take my life to glories…
As I said its early, its too early to predict..
Could be something true, or just a phase, do not want to be an addict…

I think a-lot, I feel a-lot, its harmful on the major part..
Destroy my head, or my brain, hit me with a dart…
End the misery, end the delay, no more patience to spend..
Kill me if that helps, but bring this story to an end…