pain

Khudi (ego) se door ik dariya hai jaha rehta hu me,Kyuki befizul gurrane pe kuch na kehta hu me, Wo ladte jhagadte khud ko mard bulate hai,Hume dard nahi hota,

What is this feeling, I wish I could explain..I feel happiness as well as a lot of pain…This is weird, something I can’t explain..I feel like I should cry or